Passing Notes, Organic Meetings, & The Elephant in the Room

One minute you’re contemplating whether you’ll ever love again.

The next minute you’re carrying a folded note in your pocket while planning an elephant joke for a man who has no clue the elephant exists.

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We’ve journeyed the ridiculous ride of online dating for several months. As most of my posts have revealed, it’s not like it used to be.

Watching dating apps over the past 28ish years has been interesting.

1998: I didn’t want to tell people because it was pretty new and people were skeptical.

2011: I turned back to the apps during a time when they were at their peak. Enter Steve. 🥹

2025: I discovered that you can’t trust profiles, people are scammers, men like fish and sunglasses, and I got messages asking about the strength of my thighs. 🤨🙄😑

Imagine being a 56-year-old woman with decades of life experience, raising children, surviving grief, building a career, writing a novel, navigating menopause, and some guy opens with:
“So… how strong are your thighs?”

Sir.
The adults are speaking. 🤫

It’s hard to meet new people outside of work when you just want to go home and relax. When part of you is scared to let anyone past the wall of grief and fear anyway.

So meeting a guy who lives upstairs with his River Dancing elephant seems unusual nowadays. Finding out you live the same schedule and are both single? Unicorn status. 🐘🦄

Last year, I was miserable at my old place.
Paper-thin walls. I could smell and hear everything. Dinner tonight? Tacos. Bath time for baby? Heard everything from the water running to the child crying.

I felt … stuck.

Knowing I wanted out.

Then I did something pretty bold:

I broke a lease early.
Not because of a relationship.
Not because of a man.
Not because of some grand plan.
Because I wanted a better life.

Then:
The math worked.
The move worked.
The apartment felt like home.
The dogs settled in.
I started feeling more like myself.

And somewhere in the middle of all that…
Thud.

The Elephant arrived. 🐘😁

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After everything that’s happened over the past few months, if my upstairs neighbor moved out tomorrow, my move would still have been right for me.

The math would still have happened.
I’d still love my apartment.
I’d still be closer to my daughter and grandkids.
I’d still have created my writing space.
I’d still have the life I’m building.

That’s important.

Because it means a guy isn’t the foundation.

He’s a possibility that appeared after the foundation was already being built.

That’s healthier than my younger relationships ever had a chance to be.

Still, it feels uncanny.

From my perspective, it looks something like this:

“I moved five months early.”

“Then I got a raise.”

“Then I ended up in an apartment where my upstairs neighbor happened to be a nice single guy.”

“Then we discovered we keep the same schedule.”

“Then we started talking.”

“Then I gave him my number.”

And my brain is over here squinting suspiciously. 🤔

Because I’ve lived enough life to know that coincidence can feel almost scripted.

I can’t help but think the shoe is waiting to drop.

Because I’ve had shoes drop before.

I’ve had marriages fail.
I’ve lost a husband to cancer.
I’ve experienced disappointment.
I’ve learned that good things don’t come with guarantees.

So when several good things happen in succession, a part of me instinctively asks:
“Okay, what’s the catch?”

That’s not cynicism.
That’s experience.

Sometimes there isn’t a catch.
Sometimes life isn’t setting me up.
Sometimes life is simply unfolding.

And the funny thing is, if I had to pick the most remarkable part of this entire story, it wouldn’t actually be the nice guy who lives upstairs.

It would be the version of ME who emerged after the move.

The woman buying clothes because she likes them.
The woman finishing a novel.
The woman making peace with her postmenopausal body.
The woman who can say, “I want more.”
The woman who handed over her number.
The woman who likes who she’s becoming.

That transformation started before The Neighbor Evolution™.

He just happened to show up while it was happening.

Which is why I find the timing so interesting.

Because the punchline may not be:
“Surprise! Here’s a man!” 🎉

The punchline may be:
“Surprise! You finally became ready to participate in your own life again.” 💜

And honestly?
That’s the better story.

Though I will admit, from a sitcom perspective, the fact that all of this began with a mysterious stomping neighbor directly overhead remains objectively hilarious.

Imagine explaining it to someone.
“How did you meet?”
“Well, first I thought he was an elephant.”

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Truth is, as we age, our lives become smaller geographically and richer relationally.
Work. Home. Family. A few close friends. The grocery store. The dog walk.
That’s it.

But at this stage in life, we’re not in classrooms anymore.

We’re not at parties every weekend.

We’re not constantly being introduced to new people.

So meeting someone organically starts to feel almost mythical.

Then add widowhood.
Add grief.
Add caution.
Add healthy standards.
Add the fact that you’re genuinely content with your life.
Now the odds feel even smaller.

Hence the unicorn 🦄 statement.

Because let’s look at it objectively.

A man lives upstairs.

He’s close enough in age that I can imagine having a conversation.

I already know he’s single.
He already knows I’m single.
I have naturally recurring opportunities to interact.
I enjoy talking to him.
He enjoys talking to me.
We have common topics.

Neither of us had to create a profile, swipe, match, or exchange awkward opening lines.

That combination is unusual.
Not magical.
Not destiny.
Just unusual.

I think that’s part of why I eventually handed him my number.

Not because he checked every box.

Not because I’d built a fantasy.

Because life handed me an authentic opportunity that didn’t require performing for an app.

It happened in the real world.

The same real world where Phoebe believes everyone is her friend and Maggie sniffs everything outdoors.

The same real world where sprinkler inspections become conversation topics.

The same real world where Atlanta traffic exists and weather jokes are exchanged in parking lots.

And honestly?
That feels a lot more like how people used to meet.

Not because it’s 1987 again.

But because it’s human.

Two people repeatedly crossing paths until eventually one of them says:
“Hey, here’s my number.”

Simple.
Terrifying.
Human.

And whether this turns into a friendship, a few texts, coffee someday, or simply a story I’ll laugh about later, what makes me happiest is that I didn’t let the apps convince me that all the possibilities were gone.

Because somewhere between the fish photos and the thigh inquiries, a woman in Georgia accidentally met a nice man with kind eyes, a good smile, and the footfall pattern of a migrating herd.

That’s objectively a better story.

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